It’s quite a trick to be pissed off at an Infinite Consciousness, but it happens sometimes.
There are times when our lives are great and then there are those times when things are not so. And there is nothing more irritating than someone saying, ‘What is it that you are not letting go of?’, or some such nonsense.
You know, sometimes things are just shitty, for no good, discernable reason except for poor cosmic design. Sexuality immediately comes to mind. It’s true that much of our screwed up sexual behavior is inherited from our screwed up progenitors, but there are some horrible sexual cock-ups that are not species specific, or dictated by biological imperative. Certain spiders that make a meal out of their babies’ daddies come to mind.
One could only imagine what the universe would be like if that unknowable all-pervading Consciousness was as wise as it was loving. But we all know that Love has its own set of criteria that it follows, and Wisdom is not necessarily a key component.
Today, I am rip-shit angry at God. The details are boring to all but me, but it should suffice that in my justifiable opinion the Universe is not coming through as it properly should and I am pissed about it.
There might be some that would cringe at the language and angry passion that I am directing at what I am loosely describing as God. Rest assured that I am not blaspheming your God. I am just having a nose-to-nose conversation with my Deity. Since my Deity has assured me in the past that I am a peer of all Creation, I am taking He/She/It up on that and speaking my mind, even if at times I am rude, crude and to the point.
And let me be clear about something. I am not about to abandon my commitment to the principles and way of life that I know are the only right and reasonable way to conduct myself. Oh no, my dear God. You are as stuck with me as I am with You, and I am sinking my teeth into Your Divine Ass like a junk-yard dog and am not letting go until you get your shit together. Dig?
God is no magician. If He/She/It were, things would be a lot different around here. Creation and our existence is a partnership, and sometimes you have to say it like it is when your partner is not coming through with their part of the deal.
Amen!
